Monday, 20 January 2014

Feel, felt

Do you know how I feel? Do you know that when the feeling comes its difficult to shake it off? Do you know that its something I can't ignore?

It builds up like a plague.. it robs away happiness and leave behind a state of chaos.. My mind will be filled with questions.. regrets.. past mistakes... disappointments.. and I can't shake it away. Every time it happens I'll just wish it goes away soon.. hope it doesn't visit me again.. hope that it'd be the last..

Do you know how I feel.. the build up that made me afraid.. everything bad that happened will come flooding back.. Just like a flood gate.. an endless stream of fear, regret and worry..

Do you know how badly I want to shut myself away.. Do you know why I felt this way.............

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