Thursday, 9 January 2014

The Begining

This is a story about me. A dreamer, believer, wanderer and most of all a child.

I've made many mistakes in my life, most of them irreversible, most of them regretful. Been there, done that, felt that. Cried buckets of tears. Can anyone understand the pain I feel. Genuinely ask and find out why I am so anxious all the time. Why I do the things I do. Help me? Stay with me? Comfort me?

No matter what I do I feel that I am drowning. Struggling to take a breath of air, clinging to anyone that comes by. But eventually I get thrown back in with more weight hanging off me. No one understands. Don't help me because you pity me. Help me because you want to be there. I can't take more disappointments in my life. I can't take them no more. I've lost a lot and it'll take time to build it up.

Stay with me if you have the patience. Stay with me if you are willing to wait. Stay with me if you are willing to look over my flaws. Stay with me if you are willing to ride the storm. I promise I'll get better.

Stay with me if only you have faith in both of us. Just love me.

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